100,000 GBP funds seized by Amazon for over a year now

My EU account was suspended on September 2018 after I stupidly forged invoices (we were buying outside the EU and Amazon wanted invoices from the EU). More than a year had passed and I haven’t been able to recover the funds. I understand what a stupid mistake I did, but is it even human to seize this sum?
My eCommerce business crushed a long time ago, I had to take loans back then hoping it will be realized at some point.
Please don’t bother to answer about how stupid I was - that I know already.

p/s - I never sold a single inauthentic item; all I did was present forged invoices as mine were not issued in the EEA.

Please help me, it’s too much to take now.